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| 01:48am 01/08/2004 |
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sometimes my emotions and head play games with me and hurt people for that I am sorry. I wish Someone would just treat me right so I wouldn't have to cry alone at night. I wish i could make johnpaul understand the situation we are in. I know it'll all work out for the best in the end. I wish people could just see how much I care about them and maybe care as much back. |
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| 09:27pm 29/05/2004 |
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Mama, Papa forgive me
Out of sight, Out of mind
Out of time, To decide
Do we run?, Should I hide?
For the rest, Of My life
Can we fly?, Do I stay?
We could lose, We could fail
In the moment, It takes
To make plans, Or Mistakes
Thirty minutes, a blink of an eye
Thirty minutes, to alter our lives
Thirty minutes, to make up my mind
Thirty minutes, to finally decide
Thirty minutes, to whisper your name
Thirty minutes, to shoulder the blame
Thirty minutes, of bliss, thirty lies
Thirty minutes, to finally decide
Carousels, in the sky
That we shape, with our eyes
Under shade, silhouettes
Casting shade, Crying rain...
I love t.a.t.u.......deal with it |
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| 07:13pm 22/05/2004 |
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If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal. |
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| 10:50pm 13/05/2004 |
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mood:  confused
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So i somehow got deleted from myspace :0( now i need to sign back up and get all my friends back...good luck me... |
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| 02:37am 08/05/2004 |
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allow me to give u all the run down....
FRIDAY NIGHT:
me, vanessa, amy, and lester went and saw him and 18 visions at the glasshouse. i'd never been there before and found it to be quite a lovely little venue. there was so many myspacers there. SO MANY. some were really cute (guys and girls) and others, looked nothing like their pics. (go figure). kill hanah did great (vanessa wants the guitar player) 18 visions is ok, nuthin to good, just plan old 18. then.....along came him....SPLENDIFEROUS!! i only had 2 problems, 1. they didn't play the reaper and 2. they didn't play heartache every moment. other then that they did really really well! valo has the cutest laugh ever! and he looks like johnny depp now a days when johnny had the long hair and the goatee. plus, valo did the hottess thing i thin k i have ever seen. he would sing after taking a hit of he cigerate and the smoke would just blow out as he sang....mmmmm.....sexy....i'm just glad he got to smoke on stage cause it is he's trade mark....damn california and it's "no smoking inside places" law...damn it to hell.
SATURDAY NIGHT:
me, vanessa, and amy took a trip to bakersfield to see amy's friends band play called lylah. let me just start off by saying BAKERSFIELD SUCKS! ok, now that i have vented myanger, they did good. some drama happen with amy (fuck guys amy) and we wittnesed a car crash (scary thing). that's about all that happened. that and we made fun of fat girls...i swear all the girls out there got some bellys...ewww. and that was basically that night
RIGHT NOW:
i'm kinda tired. out of cigarettes. and am very pissed about jeremy and all his shit on this here livejournal. oh, and valo (my puppy) is asleep on my lap. he's so cuuuute.
MY THOUGHTS:
i figure...i'm just gonna live it as it comes and only try to make myself happy. i'm sick of trying to make others happy and it blowing up in my face. so, i'll try to care for you all, but now, i'll keep myself in mind too.
allllll righty then, i bid u all ado and have a good night. oh....one more thing.....
FUCK OFF KREW WHAT?! heheheh |
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| 09:45pm 02/05/2004 |
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mood: confused
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Why can't i myself just be happy in my own skin and everyone else around me happy as well?i'm sick of everything, i'd almost rather not ever feel the love then live in fear of one day feeling the heartache again. |
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| 10:34pm 21/04/2004 |
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mood:  dorky music: M.S.I.
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WE LIKE TO FUCK OFF AT THE HYATTTT!!!
we pretend we are the shinning twins....
and yet continue to pretend.... |
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| 09:17am 21/04/2004 |
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mood:  okay music: alkiline trio
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1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
create a peaceful community filled with brotherly love
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?:
mrs. ames
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?:
the yeah yeah yeahs video for maps
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
9:18
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
9:20
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
mrs. ames writing on the board
7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?:
like 20 mins ago to come inside the class
8: before you came to this website, what did you look at?:
myspace.....what else??
9: what are you wearing?:
dark jeans, pink shirt, brown jacket with a jean jacket over it, and a scarf to bring it all together. yeah...i'm in the strokes today.
10: Did you dream last night?
a little i think
11: When did you last laugh?
when i read amy's comment to me on myspace
12: what is on the walls of the room you are in?:
black walls, white wall paper on two half that go half way up the wall, white tables, and dresser, random posters of cd's that came out...my room is in the process of being redone....it will be cool
13: Seen anything weird lately?:
not reall...i have to see these ugly kids at school everyday
14: What do you think of this quiz?:
it's kinda fun, i'm bored and it's something to do
15: What is the last film you saw?:
office space
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?:
a 57 bel air
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
i think 2 hot guys kissing is the sexiest thing
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?:
stupid people couldn't breed
19: Do you like to dance?:
yea, sometimes, i prefer discoing it up in the bed
20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?:
oreo
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?: marylin
22: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
valo
23: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
y not
24: Will you pass on this survey?
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| 12:57pm 19/04/2004 |
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mood:  pissed off
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i'm in such a shitty mood right now, here are reasons why:
-people need to keep my name out of their mouth
-people need to stay out of me and travis's business
-my mommy wont let me get my septum pierced right now
-i want to go home and sleep cause it's no longer spring break
-i want to be around people worth being around.
-i hate this city. |
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| kiss me goodbye, for the doctors are coming... |
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| 01:01am 13/04/2004 |
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mood:  disappointed music: postal service
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-i miss talking to ant
-lester made me upset tonight then kinda fixed it
-i'm moving to texas for summer...not sure how long yet
-i stole jeremy (and brian) their dummy
-my car still isn't fixed all the way but i got my license in the mail today
-i'm not tired and i have nothing to do
People I want to visit soon
brendan, brian, ant, reza, gil, chris and all the 310 grew
have a great nite <3 |
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| 01:43pm 26/03/2004 |
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mood:  calm music: alkiline trio
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-talked to travis last night.
-ended up in my hating him and hanging up.
-i miss jeremy.
-seeing him on sunday.
-started crying at school yesterday for no reason.
-i'm an emo kid.
_talking to jeremy on the phone.
-that is all i have to say.
ARTS FARTS AND CRAFTS |
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| 01:11pm 17/03/2004 |
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mood: numb music: everytime i die
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I really like jeremy. and want everyone to leave me alone and stop stalking me *cough* stephen* i went to the ima robot show monday. it was prob THE BEST show i've been to. that guy to so crazy that you gotta love him <3 plus the keyboardist is HOT DAMN! i think i might delete myspace and livejournal soon. it seems to be nuthin but drama on here and there. that is all i have to say. thank you for those who care. <3 oh yea, one more thing. i quite smoking. and it's all for jeremy <3 |
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| 01:44am 28/02/2004 |
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mood:  depressed music: bright eyes
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I'm such a fucking emo kid right now. I need love and the kind that wont make me cry in the end because there will hopefully never be an end </3 I need snuggles and smooches and just to feel wanted. Just for once to feel like I belong and I have a purpose. DAMN I'm an emo kid...I'll shut up now...it's for the best of everyone </3 I geuss I'll just go listen to my bright eyes cds...at least conar understands </3 |
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| Hearts will be broken </3 |
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| 01:37am 28/02/2004 |
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mood:  blank music: Himsa
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I made one for each hoping no hearts would be broken and just cause I wanted to see what they would say. Sorry if this hurts any feelings </3><tr><td>♥Jaimee and ♥Ant </td></tr><tr><td>- Plan to adopt two evil children.
- Resent having to share their hearts weekly.
- Have still not exactly determined who is more ticklish.
- Hold out hope.
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♥Jaimee and ♥Travis | - Trying to conceive no pre-paid girls.
- Love to actually see each other for the good of the free world.
- Follow their dreams.
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♥Jaimee and ♥Stephen | - May one day conceive four happy girls.
- Enjoy it when they lovingly serenade each other at the most inconvenient times.
- Couldn't be happier.
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♥FUCK OFF CREW ♥
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<br> isn't valo handsome???? at least I know this boy will never break my heart </3
ianiceboy